Progress with "Mai" Lyfe

We'll I've been having nightmares and they have been occurring every night; I've been having dreams of where I am asking a number of girls I like to go out with me or something of the sort. I wake up. Its rather annoying and it also has sparked an idea. The catalyst dream was.........

Me and my buddy is hanging out and somehow the subject switched over to LAT. He told me that he knows where she lives. Next scene is im seeing her and she's saying "oh my lord" (same thing she said in myspace). I then say to her OMG LAT, I missed you. Next scene me and her are sitting on the couch and some how I had her hands between mines, and I was caressing them nice and slow. Next scene.. my buddy comes over and said "Yo she has a man" I looked and saw her man, some picture of a guy on her myspace. I dont even know if he is thought (lol) Then I said "my bad" then i woke up.


Two things happened in this dream. I again woke up right before I set a precedent. (2) I'm beginning to wonder maybe my ddreams are trying to tell me im ready to try it in real life, like do the things i wanted to do in MOST of my dreams (not this one). So, based on that I attempted...and heres what happened.


STE: hey fabian

Me: hey

STE: how you doing?

Me: im fine

Me: I've been meaning to ask you something

Me: I'm not sure how to soften this or make it sound differnt so meh here i goes

STE: go ahead

Me: I've liked you for a while, and I know you have a BF, but just out of curiousity.

Me: do I stand a chance with you?

STE: im be real nice to you ok

Me: <_<

Me: Dont.

Me: Nice is sugar coating it.

Me: and sugar is bad for me

STE: i have always seen you as a real good friend

STE: i wouldnt want a real relationship ruin or friendshiop

STE: i rahter have you in my life as a friend then not have you in my life at all

Well ya...there you go..? Am I sad? yes. I'll move on though.

While you depart listen to this song I randomly found just today...and but as how IRONY loves to f**k with me, listen to it. Fantasy - Demetrius Lane it was a low budget project, but the lyrics is the meaning.............